Nothing great going on in my life. Next big state test coming up on Friday, still dealing with boy drama. And they say girls are clingy?! Like really, it's all over this all just needs to end. I just want to let it all go and move on...but he won't. Whatever, hopefully it's done now. Met a new guy, taking it SLOW this time, and not telling him anything about my eating disorder.
Took some of my stats today, so I guess I'll post them now for the beginning of the year and see where I'm at next time I decide to.
Weight-110 lbs
Height-5'4"
BMI-18.9
Body Fat %-15.22
I'm actually pretty please with the percentage, it's lower then I thought it was going to be, and I know my BMI will drop, I mean it's only 2 more pounds till I'm actually considered underweight again. I havent gotten my period yet either which kind of concerns me cause I don't want to be pregnant, but it was safe, nothing went wrong. I'm just being paranoid I guess, I'm actually wondering if I've lost it? I've always been on the pill, but I lost Decembers pack...I go back on Thursday for the next 6 months...but I can't start them until I get it. Ugh I don't know what to do. She's gonna weigh me to get them, so I'm thinking I might have to gain a few pounds, I can drop it again fast.
Well I'm going to bed, it's about the only time I'm not stressed.
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