Well...after that last post I do feel better, and I want to thank those of you who commented for helping me out.  It means a lot...especially since I know Im an awful blogger myself when it comes to commenting on your blogs.  I do read them, just more often then not Im on my phone and its difficult to really do anything on there.  So thank you for sticking with me :)

Had to send my boy back to his base :(  I miss him sooooo much, when I got home from the airport all I did was cry, and he left some shirts here by accident, everytime I looked at them the next day I would just burst into tears, sometimes I still feel like it, but its getting easier.  I hate when I have to leave him and I wish we were closer.  Hes so hot and cold with stuff though, like hes always the one that brings up getting married...at one point while he was here he was like lets go to the court house tmw and do it.  Then a few days later hes talking about how I have this big tank for my snake, but I want to get something else for him more suitable for a reptile and easier to take care of, and he was like I can use that for my fish and blah blah...but then in the same sentence he was like ugh idk, im not ready to get married.  I didnt say anything, cause i knew the next time he would be all about getting married again.  We wont even be getting married for like 5,6,7 months....its just annoying.  Like dont even bring it up if your not ready...I can take it or leave it for now as long as Im with him.

I wont even get into talking about food; I was doing pretty good until today...but tomorrows another day.

Hope your all doing great!