I wish I had something productive to say.  I don't. I haven't been doing anything...at all.  Trying to maintain my eating, missing that asshole who broke my heart.  Why is it so damn hard to get over him??  I hate being told I'm pretty and can "get any guy I want"  There's only one guy I want.  He doesn't want me, and well it doesn't seem like anyone else does either.  Well, why would anyone want to be with me anyway.  Ugh, I just can't shake this mood at all.