Saturday, March 10, 2012
Sorry I havent posted. I met a brand new guy, we went out all day yesterday, hes great, except hes not looking for a relationship. I mean, Im not either...but I can see myself wanting one with him. Hes like whatever happens happens you know? Im like yea totally. But inside Im like not again. Can I do this again? I dont care if I cant, Im going to. It might totally break me, but honestly, no one can hurt me more then I hurt myself. I had a yogurt and nonfat vanilla latte today, then ruined it when I had cheese fries with my friend and half a bacon cheeseburger at Johnny Rockets. Well Im not eating anything else tonight. Im not even hungry, Im disgusted with myself and feel huge. I just want to be skinny, and perfect. And have no worries in the world. Its never going to happen. I dont deserve to be happy and I dont deserve him.
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No. You deserve better than him. You deserve happiness, and only you can give it to yourself. Find those things about yourself that you love! You are a beautiful soul, and I hope that you will be strong enough to realize that! All the best.
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