Well I did it...

My dad knows about my eating disorder. I'm not sure how I feel about this though. I told out of desperation really. To stop a massive fight. I mean huge. He said we're gonna get me help. Am I really ready for that? I don't know. I thought I was but I couldn't tell him. I feel forced now. I'm scare to let this go. Ah well, like I said not gonna stop me from blogging, you laidies mean the world to me, no one else knew about this and you all have helped me through so much I couldn't ever just leave. It's 4 am. I'll post more tomorrow. I just really had to get this out. Wish me luck...I'm gonna need it.